Me Myself & I

因着工作的忙碌， 每天回到家就好想躺在床上睡觉， 饭才刚吃完就不想做其它事了， 也因着这样我和很多东西疏远了。 就好比 电脑 连戏剧 电影 个大新闻 朋友 亲情 爱情 现在的我哪有那么多时间做着些， 但是有些东西又必须抽时间做， 就好像朋友，亲情与爱情， 无论多忙碌也要抽空来陪， 却常常碰到热脸贴冷屁股的情况， 也只好感叹无奈吧！

i never had enough sleep since the first day working, no matter how much i slept at the weekend seems not enough ... how ? any way to cure ?

early birthday greeting, because after i come back from work it will be night time :) happy birthday Jeff. As per normal the song every year a must to play ....

sometime im really wondering why is there a birthday ? when the day of your birthday why is there a celebration ? when the day of your birthday if anything goes wrong you will feel x2 sad/boring/sick ? when the day of your birthday you wanted to get lots of presents ( and the whole year you will start giving birthday present for the vaule they give you ) ? why ? some people can just survive birthday with a bowl of egg noodle, some people don't have time to even remember their birthday, some people are lonely and birthday make them more lonely, some people can spend few hundreds of dollars just to celebrate his/her birthday ( problem is they haven even start working ) ... so what is the main purpose of celebrating birthday ?

我的人生就好像小丑一样，把悲伤化喜悦给了朋友和家人后，却留下寂寞给了自己。

going to start le, BLESS ME !! :)

as mention in title, last week is super tiring, and i believe the following week will be around the same, so do bare with me if i update lesser on blog, will try my best to update more when im more free :) being human are not an easy task, you need to master the skill of acting which i guess alot of people can't do it, the only place you can be yourself is when you are alone .. because thats the time you dont need to care for anyone feeling. btw happy new year and may all wishes come true - JeFF